“You can’t ignore politics, no matter how much you’d like to.”–Molly Ivins


I don’t know about the rest of y’all, but the state of Arizona has been in full election mode for some time now.  Every corner in town is littered with competing campaign signs, and we held our primary just this past Tuesday.

When you’re liberal in Arizona (Democrat out of necessity, though yearning for a genuine progressive, because in Arizona, even the Democrats are Republicans, just slightly less batshit than the Tea Partiers that have taken over our state legislature; I give money to Al Franken D-MN, just to have the slightest hope of any kind of progressive representation in Congress, however indirect) primaries are kind of a non-event.  This ballot shows why:

ballotWhile there are dozens of Republicans running for the various offices across the state, we’re lucky if we can muster up a single Democrat to run against whichever of the interchangeable Republicans wins their primary.  Most of our candidates run unopposed, and as you can see, often we can’t even find one to run.  I seriously considered writing myself in for Superintendent of Public Instruction, but then I’d have to live in Phoenix, or commute 2 ½ to work every day, so I decided to retain my retired status.  Besides, I was a teacher, and no one in this state thinks teachers know anything about education. They prefer businessmen and career politicians.

I suppose I can’t blame Democrats for not taking the electoral plunge.  We are a red state of the fire engine-reddest kind, and it would be a lot of money, sound, and fury, ultimately signifying nothing.  I live in one of the bluer parts of the state, which is not in any way to suggest that we are anywhere near a majority in these places.   Rather, there are just enough of us to turn the red slightly towards purple, but still primarily red.

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So for liberal Arizonans (I swear we exist!), primary elections are something we must get through to find out which asshat our probably doomed candidate will go up against.

There was some good news after Tuesday, though. Running for re-election was Tom Horne, who made his bones as State Superintentendent of Education by making it his mission in life to kill the Mexican-American Studies program at Tucson Unified School District, a program that was doing well by Latin@ and other interested students.  He continued the effort when, after refusing to get a real job when his term as Superintendent ran out, he ran for Attorney General and passed the anti-MAS torch to his able sidekick, John Huppenthal, successor to the superintendency.  Horne had been in legal trouble lately for a hit-and-run fender bender, not to mention being investigated for campaign improprieties.  Nonetheless, Horne went into the primary with the astonishing optimism that only the truly arrogant and clueless can muster.  “There’s no question I’ll win the primary,” he said.

I cannot tell you how delighted I am that he lost the primary.  I don’t know that I’ll like the guy who beat him any better, but Horne is a putz, and I’ve had more than enough of him.  Buh-bye.

His heir, Huppenthal, was also running for re-election, and I very much enjoyed his campaign posters, by which I mean I nearly vomited from the hypocrisy.


As I mentioned above, Huppenthal continued the charge against Mexican-American Studies at TUSD, having been given the power to basically outlaw it by AG Horne and the AZ state legislature.  John Huppenthal also made the news in recent months for anonymously posting comments to blogs suggesting all Spanish-language media be shut down, that Mexicans are innately prone to criminal activities, that all welfare recipients are “lazy pigs,” that FDR caused the Great Depression, not to mention other tasty nuggets.  From his work computer, on work time, both paid for by the taxpayers who might reasonably expect that he was actually doing the job they elected him for.  Not that that’s the worst part about it; it’s just garnish on heaping plate of shit.  And though he admitted to all of it, he didn’t see any reason to step down because of it, and even ran for re-election, seemingly confident that all would be forgiven, or at least forgotten soon enough for him to win.  Honestly, I was amazed by his audacity.  And then I was amazed that I could still be amazed by a politician’s audacity.

So to see him posed with a diverse group of children was disingenuous at best, astoundingly cynical and dishonest at worst. I’m going to go with the latter, myself.  He lost his primary, too.  As he should have.  Again, I’m delighted.

But my favorite tactic is that all Republicans in my state seem to be running against not each other, not even against their Arizona Democrat opponents, but, in fact, Barack Obama.  It’s even on their campaign signs, and everyone from the dog catcher on up seems to think this is a winning strategy.  

I first saw it at the top of a campaign sign for the Arizona Corporation Commission.


I can’t speak for everyone, but last I checked, Obama wasn’t running for the Arizona Corporation Commission.  He’s not running for a damn thing anymore; he’s been president for 2 terms.  I’m sure he can’t wait to get a cushy academic job when we replace him in 2016.  This sign makes no sense at all.  Sadly, though, it’s probably a productive strategy around these parts.  

Then again, maybe I’m reading it wrong.  Maybe I should be reading it literally.  Maybe those guys really want to fight Obama.  A little karate?  A little MMA?  Old-school boxing?  Olympic wrestling?  Krav Maga?  In which case, I will buy tickets to that show, because my man Barack is fit; he’s gonna kick their asses.

Back to School


It’s that time of year again, and I’m joining the back-to-school crowd with a few new learning projects of my own.  For 25 years straight, my life followed a school schedule, and though I’m no longer a student or teacher at school, old habits die hard.

I mentioned last week that I’ve recently started sewing lessons.  Lately, I find myself drawn towards traditional activities that every person used to know, out of necessity, how to do, like gardening and basic construction.  Hence my never-ending home improvement projects, last year’s herb garden (you should see my basil this year–it’s so happy since I put it in a bigger pot!), and now with the sewing.  Come the apocalypse, I don’t want to die as a result of my own lack of skills in these basic areas.  Or, you know, greet our zombie overlords in any non-cute clothes.

It’s not like I haven’t taken sewing lessons before.  We did a unit on sewing in 10th-grade Home Ec, and my mom, who is an excellent seamstress, tried to teach me, and I’ve made forays into the world of fabric and thread many times on my own, in various bursts of unaccountable optimism.  It never took.  I can replace your toilet no problem; my sewing projects generally look like a drunk monkey put them together with its own three hands.  I am, shall we say, challenged when it comes to kinesthetic learning.  It takes me a long time and a lot of practice to learn physical things.  The concepts seem straightforward enough, but something gets garbled between brain and hands, and despite my best efforts, things never quite work out the way I want them to, or the way I see them in my head.

But I am trying to overcome that.  And as I love clothes, and am tired of being at the mercy of cheapass, unoriginal, and overly expensive plus-size retailers, I’d like to have the option of DIYing it if I can learn to sew.  We’ve spent the first two lessons creating a customized pattern to perfectly fit my particular and abundant curves, and I have the fabric picked out for two skirts. I should have something wearable within the next two lessons, and I haven’t cried at the sewing machine yet.  A new personal best for me!

In addition to sewing, I’ve been learning to play the ukulele.  Beth and I made my uke several years ago now, and it sat, lonesome, in my guitar cabinet while I struggled along with guitar, never taking the time to learn ukulele because I had so much to learn on guitar.  While that situation hasn’t changed, and I’m still learning new things on guitar all the time, I decided I’d really like to learn to play my beautiful uke, so I joined a uke meetup group.  I’m the youngest ukester during the weekday sessions by at least 30 years, as it’s mostly retirees, and there are not a lot of retirees my age.  There’s one other lady close to my age that I’ve seen at the Sunday gatherings.  The songs we play are pretty easy, and that’s just what I’ve needed to learn where the chords are on this new instrument, so it’s been pretty beneficial so far.  It’s no longer a foreign instrument.

And I’ve been corresponding in Spanish with an internet pal to slow the appalling atrophy of my second-language skills. Foreign language is very much a use-it-or-lose-it proposition, and once I quit teaching, where I used it every day, I started losing it fast.  The occasional conversation with random wrong numbers and strangers I’ve discovered don’t speak English isn’t enough to keep the rust off.  At first, I found myself looking up tons of words in the diccionario, and taking forever to write in Spanish, but with every exchange, it goes faster, and now I’m more likely to look things up in the dictionary to check my memory, rather than to find a completely unknown word.  And I’m happy to find that I’m right more often than not.  The more I write in Spanish, the more it seems to prime the pump, and vocabulary comes back to me bit by bit, stuff I’m surprised I ever knew.  I grow more confident all the time, and am feeling like I’m no longer at such a great risk for losing my Spanish.  I’ll have to find an outlet to practice spoken Spanish, too, in time.  Writing is great, but I need to pick up my speed.  Ain’t nobody got time for me to consult my dictionary and 12 verb tenses mid-conversation.  And I need a refresher on subjunctive usage, and verbs that change meaning in the preterite.  Fortunately, I’m a trained Spanish teacher, and can provide these booster lessons for myself.

The funny thing about all this stuff is that it’s an odd time of life for me to be picking up new things (or refreshing old ones), considering age and hormones are conspiring to make my brain, and my memory, less reliable than in the past.  But it feels good to really stretch my mind, and challenge it.  For years, at work, the only mental challenges I had were bad ones, mostly dealing with the interpersonal workplace drama, politics, and the consequences of variable competence amongst my fellow inmates.  There was nothing that really pushed me mentally and woke me up.  And even when I had to really focus on something, it was nothing new; it was merely painstaking.  I hadn’t realized how true that was until I started up with all this stuff and revisited the joy of really concentrating hard on something new, and the feeling of accomplishment with each new baby step forward.  Of making mistakes, and knowing they were part of the process.  Of playing a Spanish song on my ukulele in a fabulous new skirt.  

Well, it may be awhile before that last one happens, but I’m on my way.  And, I hope, keeping my mind reasonably agile going into the latter half of my life.

So what about y’all?  Learning anything new lately?